Heart Broken, In Despair
by Dan Auerbach
We three young men, one stranger, and an old cowboy dozed
before the fireplace in his darkened cabin.
A war awaited us, and one must rest in peace before death. The chairs nestled us deep with cushions that
held the scent of sagebrush and leather.
The tobacco from his pipe helped ease my mind, and because
of this, I slipped into a deep sleep. I
dreamed of my homeland, back east.
An Island in a large River beckoned
me. The sun crept up behind the trees
reaching for the sky over the eastern branch and its reflection glistened in
the morning waves of my River, my home.
I could smell the cedar trees in the crisp, clean breeze. My River is my home. I could see the sun and the glinting waves
through the trees.
Birds chirped and sang their daily declarations of their
territory, and dogs barked from being left outside.
I walked down the Oak Hill to the riverbank and greeted the
sun. Its light warmed my face. Oak Hill always has the fattest squirrels on
the Island , you know, and they work to protect their own
territory against invaders.
I was finally home and my world, though small, was much
larger than any dust hole of the western deserts. My home is one third of what is now known as
the state of Maine .
I turned the canoe over and slipped it into my River. In the brisk morning air, I would slip up
this silky River without a sound, using the hunter’s stroke from my
paddle. Push, turn the paddle straight
and glide it forward, and then twist and push again.
Birth and Death may be violent, but hopefully not for you,
my friend
Such entrances occur to us each in a quiet moment while the
world rumbles, screeches, explodes and makes much ado about nothing at all.
We may enter and exit screaming, but we never remember those
parts, baby.
Ours is a silent glide along the silky water of our
River.
Glinty kicked my foot and awoke the others in this way.
Dayam.
A New Day by Volbeat
I jumped up out of the chair with my fists out. Glinty laughed. He said, “Well there’s a cock crowing!”
He set to laughing, and I rubbed my eyes. Awful way to wake up. I had been somewhere peaceful, but the images
faded in my head while I grasped for them with clenched fingers, digging in the
dust of the ugly desert. Dry.
Big Bryan awoke
in the same way as me, but Tellesco only pushed Glinty’s boot away with his
bare foot. He was sucking his
thumb. Hah?
Joey had his knife out.
Well, he was the little Lion Man, you know.
Patrick Till-Bury snorted and sat up slowly, like he was
rising from the grave.
Glinty clapped Bryan
on the back and nodded at the table.
There was bacon, biscuits and gravy, and eggs all set there with orange
juice in tall flasks.
He said, “Now after we have some coffee, you might need to
use the shit shack out back. Don’t mind
the noise you make from last night’s supper. The vultures will crow and the
coyotes will howl, but they’ll just be laughing at you.”
He made no sense at all, and the food tasted like
nothing. Again.
But we needed to get ready for the day.
Joey said, “Weeeee-ill.
I don’t know about you, but I sure could use a toothbrush.”
Glinty nodded. He
said, “Ya don’t think I’m uncivilized, do ya?
There’s a basin and such yonder.”
Hell, I’d never used powdered toothpaste before. But it
worked. It was odd to see how folks
lived back a hundred years ago, but not as odd as being served food that tasted
like desert dust by a long-dead cowboy preacher.
He had come to help us in our travails.
He had come to help us engage in war.
It was a war that had been brewing for quite a long time,
between the Purple Robes and the Blue King.
Somehow, it had come to involve the rest of us.
We just didn’t know what the hell this meant.
Yet.
God Help You.
God Help Us all.
---willies out
Dead Man’s Shoes by
The Virginmarys
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